A
aimless avarice
and anxious avoidance
apocalyptic appetites
awaiting intellectual aphrodisiacs 
and aesthetic accolades

B
bumbling bravado
beseechments and begging
bulging battle lines and
barroom brawls 
blissy mystery

C
cautious crap and
contamination theory
cryptic cuddling after
confessional chats and
confrontational confusion

D
deep pockets full of damp desires
dependency debacles
the delicious derailment of detox decisions
dangerous damage and debris
from our disco dancing demons

E
emotional entanglements
evocative emptiness
errant egos ejaculating
elaborate electricity
e is for esa

F
festering familial felonies
fanatical fast talking firing lines
fathom less funks 
feeling faintly feminine 
and sending fiber optic fiascoes

G
greasy gridlock
giving in a grating way
getting a grafting way
goofy genuflecting
genuine grace

H
honey I hurt you
histrionics, hysteria 
and hissy fits
hallucinating heartache
humid hand holding

I
innocent injuries
inconclusive investigations
indecisive invitations
inside my head there is an inferno
of irksome inkblots

J
jukebox jellyfish
jail bait junkie
jugular jackhammer and 
jet stream juggernaut
my judge, my jury, my jail

K
is for kumquat
and kaput
kidnapping your kilowatt kisses
and selling them to kowtowing killjoys
my kinky kung-fu is better than your kinky kung-fu

L
lassitude limbo
lower case letters limping across love letters
lonely wound licking
lethal lip-reading
and I love yous

M
masticated memories
mistakes were made
meet me in the moonlight
maybe its you moments
and missing you

N
nickle plated non-sense
and non-sequitors
I make nihilistic nice nice
needy narcissistic narcotics  for naïve nervous nakedness

O
oscillating opinions
operating from obscuras
and orbital opposition
o is for orgasms of all types
oh me

P
parity positions
private passion plays
the pedestrian pleasures of
petulant pop psychology
please please me

Q
quinine quagmires
quarrelsome quarterbacking
quandaries 
quicksand quarry
and my queasy quietude

R
rusty razor blades
rickety resentments 
rushed reprisals
rocky ruminations
restful retreats
repeating reprimands

S
secret special me
simple stillness
solid-state silliness
seduction by solipsism
stifled sweetness

T
tragic and tender truths
temporal trust
testosterone tricks
and tommy gun torment
toxic tousles
talking trash and time ticks

U
under me
understand, underestimate,
underscore me
unspoken urges and
unknowable uneasiness

V
the valuable viscosity
of virtuous vices and 
vicious victories
vivisecting values and
vying for vindication

W
white noise will wipe me out
withholding and willpower
what do you want?
what have you done to me?
where to next?

X
xxx is for sex
xoxoxo is for hugs and kisses
x= x times y
X-chromosome sexiness
x is for me, i am an x-ray star

Y
yesterday's yearning
and Y-chromosome yelping
youthful yawns and
yummy yeildings
yonder you wait

Z
zeros and ones
zestful zygotes
zodiac zigzags
now is the zero hour
z is for you, you are my zion zephyr
 
 
 

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